Of Depravity: Bobby-s Memoirs

The author identifies only as "Bobby S."—a deliberate pseudonym that has fueled decades of speculation. According to the fragmented preface (often missing from early bootleg copies), the memoirs were written between 1988 and 1991 on a series of legal pads while Bobby was serving a sentence in a maximum-security psychiatric unit in the Pacific Northwest.

But it wasn't all fun and games. There were consequences to our actions. I remember one night, we decided to "improve" a local business by spray-painting our logo on the side of the building. The owner wasn't amused, and we had to make a hasty exit before the cops arrived. Another time, we organized a rave in an abandoned factory, which ended with a bunch of people getting arrested and me getting kicked out of the hospital for "borrowing" a medical cart. Bobby-s Memoirs of Depravity

Exploring the history of this genre reveals a long tradition of writers—from the 18th century to the modern underground—who have used the forbidden to spark dialogue about the true nature of freedom and social constraint. The author identifies only as "Bobby S

The guide for this specific "memoir" usually involves the following steps: There were consequences to our actions

Regardless of edition, the core of remains untouched: a six-part descent. Part One details childhood neglect and fetish formation. Part Two covers adolescent sadism. Part Three—the most cited and most disturbing—describes a summer the author calls "The Rehearsal," during which he claims to have committed three undetected murders. No bodies have ever been found.